A transgendered wannabe girl (currently in the closet) talks about things.
Wednesday, December 31, 2014
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Monday, December 29, 2014
Blagh, cold weather, going out being practical. Roll on spring.
Sunday, December 28, 2014
A ghost story for Christmas
The house has been empty for decades, never occupied for more than a few days, since a tragedy in the Victorian era. And now you know why no-one could live here, as you find yourself re-enacting it... taking the role of the girl who died the night before her wedding...
... even though you were a man when you entered the house.
You begin to undress, then slowly, skilfully dress yourself in the lovely feminine clothing. The fine corset, silk stockings, lace-trimmed petticoats and satin ballgown should have long since rotted away to nothing, but they are good as new, and putting on each one alters you to fit them, changing you more and more into the beautiful young lady who should wear them.
Unseen hands assist you... whispering voices tell you when to breathe in for the corset to tighten and constrict your waist, when to step into the high heeled shoes... as your eyes adjust, you see that your maids are dressing you...
Soon, you will be fully dressed... fully transformed... fully transported to the past, and a new life as a lady. You could resist, escape...
But you don't...
... even though you were a man when you entered the house.
You begin to undress, then slowly, skilfully dress yourself in the lovely feminine clothing. The fine corset, silk stockings, lace-trimmed petticoats and satin ballgown should have long since rotted away to nothing, but they are good as new, and putting on each one alters you to fit them, changing you more and more into the beautiful young lady who should wear them.
Unseen hands assist you... whispering voices tell you when to breathe in for the corset to tighten and constrict your waist, when to step into the high heeled shoes... as your eyes adjust, you see that your maids are dressing you...
Soon, you will be fully dressed... fully transformed... fully transported to the past, and a new life as a lady. You could resist, escape...
But you don't...
Saturday, December 27, 2014
Friday, December 26, 2014
Boxing Day
Thursday, December 25, 2014
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
All I want for Christmas...
Well, here we are at Christmas Eve. I'm wearing my new lingerie, hose and heels, makeup, jewellery and perfume. Wishing I could be beautiful. Wishing there was someone I could be beautiful for.
Tuesday, December 23, 2014
Monday, December 22, 2014
Sunday, December 21, 2014
Much more fun than warm
It's the longest night, the heart of winter, time to wear something HOT!
Saturday, December 20, 2014
Home and changing
That's the party season over for me... now to slip into the dress I wish I could have worn to the last one...
Friday, December 19, 2014
Thursday, December 18, 2014
Wednesday, December 17, 2014
A reminder of another early influence
You were working as a waitress in a cocktail bar when I met you
I picked you out, I shook you up and turned you around
Turned you into someone new...
I picked you out, I shook you up and turned you around
Turned you into someone new...
Tuesday, December 16, 2014
Fantasising about transformation, sharing fantasies with others...
Catching up on stories and RP and whatnot.
Monday, December 15, 2014
Oh, for a chance to wear a little black dress
Guy clothes today. Worse, practical guy clothes. Oh well, it makes my chances to doll myself up properly all the more precious. But passing the high street stores with mannequins in evening dresses for the party season makes it soooo much worse.
Sunday, December 14, 2014
Mmmm
A nice day indoors, with the heating on, dressed the right way, in my new undies and a favourite blouse and skirt. I even had time to do my makeup.
Saturday, December 13, 2014
Friday, December 12, 2014
"You're worth it."
Quoting the beauty ad... because every time I see one of those, I wish I were.
And I wish that stuff did everything it said - and more. We can't all be a Lea T or a Andreja... but a girl can dream.
Who gets to be beautiful? Who misses out? Will I be luckier next time?
And I wish that stuff did everything it said - and more. We can't all be a Lea T or a Andreja... but a girl can dream.
Who gets to be beautiful? Who misses out? Will I be luckier next time?
Thursday, December 11, 2014
Wednesday, December 10, 2014
Ice Angel
The season reminds me of a terrible TG movie (Yay!) with the most casual reaction to a gender-changing body swap resurrection ever. Seriously, the subject is weirded out for like one scene...
Monday, December 08, 2014
The ground is sparkly, but I don't feel glamorous
And now there's ice on the roads. Like I wasn't having to wear ugly boy shoes enough already.
Sunday, December 07, 2014
The old old problem
Well, got a lot of Xmas shopping done. But my Xmas shopping for me is pretty much online, and hoping sizes are accurate as I can't exactly take a lingerie set back...
Saturday, December 06, 2014
Frustration:
A weekend in a city with a big shopping district, surrounded by pretty thing shops I can't really go into.
Friday, December 05, 2014
Lady Killer
A sudden and unexpected turn-on when looking at comic and movie news, Lady Killer.
Mostly that yellow dress in the final image (which was the preview on the main site). I so very very want it.
Mostly that yellow dress in the final image (which was the preview on the main site). I so very very want it.
Thursday, December 04, 2014
If only
I've got a long weekend of not dressing properly ahead, so I'm getting some skirt time in now.
Wednesday, December 03, 2014
Tuesday, December 02, 2014
Cinderella
A new live-action version from Disney, directed by Kenneth Branagh, with Lily James, Richard Madden, Holliday Grainger, Cate Blanchett and Helena Bonham-Carter.
And this dress, and those shoes.
Richard Madden as Prince Charming I can see (though I think he looks better with a beard). Holliday Grainger as an ugly sister I'm not so sure about, but never mind.
And this dress, and those shoes.
Richard Madden as Prince Charming I can see (though I think he looks better with a beard). Holliday Grainger as an ugly sister I'm not so sure about, but never mind.
Monday, December 01, 2014
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